Alone

we've known each other for months now
i really like you a lot
even though we don't speak every day

you say you like me as well
but i just can't tell
if you're serious or not
maybe you're the same as i thought

i imagined you to be different than the others
you'd respect one for what they were
but after all it just seemed like a blur

you said you loved me, and i said it back
well here i am again, the insomniac
one more sleepless night because of you
another night i have to push through

i've done it enough to just accept it
and i know i really shouldn't
but my mind is just so far gone in the middle of the night
it's like i'm already waiting for the daylight

the dark circles under my eyes become bigger and darker every time
i mean it's way over bedtime
and i know i shouldn't be stupid and just go to sleep

but i just can't forget the feeling i get of thinking of you
and the things you said we would do
but for now it's every thing i'm used to

me in my bed, on my own
i don't want this, i feel alone
alone and miserable

alone