Ocean of tears

my bed isn't a bed anymore
it's an ocean, filled with my tears

i try to be as positive as i can
but i have too many fears

My tears could fill a whole lake
A lake with great storms on it

I don't wanna be like this anymore
Not even a bit

This ocean has waves as high as the walls i build around me
I don't wanna live like this, I wanna be free

Free as a cricket in a field
A bird in the sky

Who could fly anywhere in the air
Oh man this isn't fair

They can go wherever they wanna go
And I'm stuck here on this island

The island in the ocean
The ocean filled with tears