He.

He was what I wanted, 
He wanted me to. 
But then I was thinking, 
'bout what I should do. 
And after that thinking, 
I realised a lot. 
I wasn't that happy, 
With what I just got. 
But what could I do, 
I couldn't say no. 
I couldn't just leave him, 
and ask him to go. 
'cause that's not me, 
no it isn't at all. 
So I must be brave, 
or I'm gonna fall.